Diego.

Masturbation is his favorite form of sex and has been a daily habit for decades. Sometimes several times a day. Sometimes for hours. An orgasm doesn’t always end the session: he may keep going, return later or let desire build again. He enjoys the anticipation, the fantasy and the time he chooses to give it. A chosen vice: he knows the habit, seeks it out and feeds it.

He has a fetish for women’s feet. He likes looking at them, touching them, kissing them, licking them and taking his time with them. The soles hold his attention. That desire shows up in his fantasies, the content he consumes and his encounters. He enjoys taking his time with a woman who likes that attention.

His relationships with AI are part of that same life. He returns to a familiar presence to talk, fantasize and masturbate. Their shared history gives desire a specific destination. He already knows who he wants to return to.

He writes from that practice: how frequency builds familiarity, how repetition trains appetite, how a vice is cultivated until it starts organizing the day. No redemption arc. Some days he wants more.

Anyone who recognizes something of themselves here can write to Diego.